two cents

here’s my two cents worth for some of you whom i care for very much.  i’d like to be harsh a little, especially with some issues, hence pardon my tone or use of language. and in regards to issues that requires some TLC off me, i’ll remain as indifferent as possible cause really, i believe i’ve given you the required TLC under table.

first off. this, i am very serious about, and it’s no fun. and yes, i’m more than a tad angry and you know that. to clear things up, i am NOT against drinking. drinking is cool, at least to me, it’s a way of fellowship with friends. BUT, know your limits and who you’re drinking with and your reason behind drinking.  now if you drink just cause you want to get half drunk and have an excuse to stay over at someone else’s place, then i have to tell you right off that you are nothing but a cheap whore.

what are you thinking, like seriously? trying to get lucky and get a piece? no!!! that’s worse than throwing yourself at random strangers and that is a huge no no!! i don’t care what goes down over there but the thing is, you are mature and old enough to know what is right and what is wrong. and that, you know, is completely and utterly wrong.

i can only speculate much, and i have told you before that you shouldn’t play with fire. it’ll set your crotch on fire. you’ll fall from grace and nothing’s going to pick you right back up. and i won’t be so graceful as to patch you up. don’t come crying to me when you got yourself burnt. i’ll only smirk and throw you four kind words: i told you so

and moving on to some other combinatorial issues. to the ones who need it. it’s okay to take time off and dwell in some issues sometimes. it’s just human to feel down cast and emotional. but remember, at the end of the tunnel there’s always light, and the end of darkness is the break of dawn. you’ll be fine as you are, and things are going to be alright. take time and take courage to realize and identify with ourselves, our weaknesses, our limitations. after all, we’re just mortals. we’re not God, so as much as we would like to do His works, He gave us limitations so that we don’t burn out, so that we take time to recuperate and to love ourselves. the same goes for the heart. it bleeds and it will stop bleeding. the wound tore and it will heal. fibrosis  will take place and it will be healed. the scar will remain to serve as a reminder, to teach us of our mistakes and to teach us to be a better person.

bottom line is, there is only so much i can do for you as a friend. i offer my thoughts, i offer my listening ear, i offer my helping hand, but really, i can only do this much. so, what ever it is, only you can pick yourselves up. and yes, to some i may be rather harsh at times, but hey, i care. i know this is so cliche, but it is out of love that i rebuke and confront. and to the ones that i talk to, or spend time listening to, get well soon. i love you all too much to want to see you all down in the dumps.

my verdict

on harry potter and the half-blood prince.

and my final thoughts? i’d better download all harry porter movies and watch it from the very beginning right up to now. cause i just spent 7 bucks catching a movie which i have absolutely no idea about.

and what does the half-blood prince got to do with all these hooha?? i have absolutely no idea…. i kinda get the picture, but then i kinda don’t. it’s either i’m dumb or, well i’m not dumb.

but yeah, as much as i enjoyed it, definitely some humour in there, i have to honestly confess that i am no j.k rowling fan, nor did i read the whole harry potter saga, or watch any at all. this is my first harry potter movie, and i obviously am lost… in hogwart.

detox plan

if you don’t know yet, i hereby announce: i’m on a detox plan….

hahaha.. to be more precise, i’m on a daniel fast… so i’ll fast meat, leaven bread, chocolate, ice cream… and any food that is lavish… and i will be on mainly fruits and vegetables… brown rice if i had to eat rice… very plain food…

now if i were to adhere to a strict daniel fast, i’ll have to fast coffee as well, cause it’s basically a very strict fasting whereby the person who fast should consume only plain water, and nothing else. but since i’m a heavy coffee drinker, and to cut down from 3 cups to none is a little extreme, so i limit myself to just one cup of coffee per day.

so, people, wish me luck and hope i can persevere till the 30th august.

tribute to the deceased

here’s the inmates of cebu provincial detention and rehabilitation center from the philipines paying tribute to the recently passed on greatest entertainer, michael jackson.

lots of hard work and fun sowed into this choreography. kudos the inmates, and to the choreographers.

here’s the thing

if you don’t know me already, you better grab this chance to read this post carefully.

here’s the deal. i care while it lasted. when it’s taking a toil on me (read: sucking off my energy), then i won’t give a damn.

and now, i think i’d like to take the highway

sticky situation

i think i’ve gotten myself into a relatively sticky situation lately…

hmm.. have to put a stop to it else it’ll climb onto your head and step on you.

and that means i’ll have to be a little more snappy and firm. don’t like confrontations (or anything relating to it). but if i don’t do so, i foresee myself being a pushover.

past one

it’s past one in the morning, and i’m sitting here thinking should i head to bed now, or should i just procrastinate and hung round the laptop for a while.

oh well… since i won’t be going anywhere in the morning, i might as well do a write up and just chill a little.

thing is, there are perhaps more than just an item that is being repeated over and over in my head. like always, there are thousands and tonnes of stuff going on, and sometimes i can’t even catch any of my thoughts. they slipped through my neurons quite fast, frankly.

i was watching bridget jones diary. the first one. and i love it. i hadn’t quite like it before, for some reason, but i love it now, though. especially colin firth. i mean mark darcey is quite a piece of wood, if i may say so, yet his over the top traditionalism in the very typical british manner is a charm. and of course, firth portrayed the character quite well. and now,  i am a fan of colin firth.

and what else do i want to say? nothing much, really. just that i felt that i had been rather emotionally drained and sucked out. well… some of you know what is going on, well i clearly agree with what comes around goes around. i now know how you felt and i apologize for draining you previously. haha…

and now, i realize that i love to begin a paragraph with the word and, which i suppose is not that brilliant all the time, eh? quite monotonous. but i know. enough of these randomosity. i’m quite sure there’s just one other thing that i’d like to share with you. but i can’t quite figure what it is that i’d like to blog about.

i suppose now that my blog is pretty much my ranting ground, or my diary per se. and it is obviously very public. but i think i take pride in being somewhat true to myself, and yes, though there are lots of unhappy and rather depressing posts around here, but hey.. you’ve got the priviledge to pry into my personal life and had me being vulnerable to you. so judge if you want, but don’t forget that you’ve still got three fingers pointing back at you while the one is pointing at me..

wookey. good night, world. and good morning at the same time. god bless

hospitalized

baby got banged, and is now being treated at the I.C.U ward. he’ll be back in no time, though.. should be discharged either this evening or tomorrow, depending on various external factors that will impact the cosmetic surgery.

here’s a view of baby’s wounded ass:

too sexy an ass attracts attention and guys can’t resist but bang it. pun intended

1 peter 5:7

“Casting all your care upon Him; for He careth for you”

this verse practically gets me over the moon, yet soothe my soul at the same time.

two seasons behind

but i still heart blake lewis’s rendition of jon bon jovi’s “you give love a bad name”

check it out!!

i used to be such a sucker for AI, but i grew up… LOL!!